Although the ball went to your teammate this does not mean that you had a good first touch and gave yourself a moment to make the correct decision. This play is a good example because it is so close to being a really good play. The decision to pass was not bad but If you hold onto the ball and then have Jade as an option this is even better. You would want to be the one with the ball and with a better first touch you will gain confidence and the ability to bring the ball to your feet and make a great play.